dont make them feel blue
il love all of the hurt away.
mind at rest, nothing much to do. papers and notes are put into proper places where someday, when i look at them, i wish to look at them with much pride and happiness over what i have achieved through the years.
confusion kills. i never wanted to ask. but my heart keeps on doing so. every single day, question arises. i know the answers, but i find them hard to accept, impossible maybe. it should not be, it can never be.
i should have seen this coming, but pride was too much that i didnt had myself prepared for what i was afraid of.
i never wanted to make anyone feel blue.
there are so many things that i can do.
July 2nd, 2005 at 1:41 am
yes…confusion does kill. no, it does something even worse…it tortures you and drains you of everything you’ve got until you have nothing more to give…and then you die. i know the feeling and i always ask even when i know the answers. and yet, i deny myself the truth because i want to feel better. and because of the confusion, we are driven to do things that would either gratify us…or hurt the ones we treasure the most…aaah…LIFE…