letting go
i must not fear to let go, though i have always been afraid to lose hope.
sometimes, in the process of trying to get what we want, and failing to actually call them, "ours", God is so nice to shower us with things better than what we have been actually working for. so at the end of the day, we smile. we are happy.
but days will test us, most of the time, will question us if we have made the wrong decision of settling with something we never have dreamt of. so we change our ways, and again, look for that something we have always wanted.
stupidity as it may seem, but i kept running around in circles.
letting go. this time, it is certain, i am certain.
Boss wanted me to settle with the one who have always been around despite having its own weaknesses and failures, who never fails to light up the day and make me travel miles just for the smile that fills the emptiness inside me. crying with my cadeau gives me the most amount of certainty.
letting go, the only way out.
"pasandal naman sa likod mo, kahit isang gabi lang?"
as barry manilow sings, letting go is just another way to say, il always love you so.
July 2nd, 2005 at 1:57 am
We may be talking about the same or of a totally different thing here…but letting go is the same no matter how you put it. but what we really have to let go of are the fear, rejection, pain, the lies and the betrayal of the people we trust the most….the not-so-ggod things that happen to us. after all, someone once told me to stop thinking about negative things, turn them into positive things and lift them up to God. and yes, letting go is indeed another way to express great love for a person. and guys, i want you to know that i love reading tin’s thoughts because she could express it so eloquently…and i admire the way she thinks at a very young and tender age. so watch out world…coz janie’s coming! =)