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came from a funeral mass, my sunday mass was a funeral mass.

i am so stupid not to realize that God will take care of them..

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i am in my best moments of inspiration. id like to believe that the angel i have long been asking God has finally reached earth and touched my life. how could it be so real?

it really is funny, how things came.. how it all happened. rumors wont kill me no more.

im too inspired to express it in words.. maybe when i get over being overwhelmed, i can explain why.

janie. =)

i miss writing. too busy with other mass comm things and i miss the very reason why im taking this course, my love for writing.

school. everything’s pretty smooth, can still comply with all its demands.

- haay, opinion editor na, honestly, it scares me. it is giving me a lot of fears lately, that i might not write well, that they don’t appreciate it, and things like that. i hope to put a difference in the lives of my readers. 

- i play for our sponsored mass. it was one of the things that really challenged me. i have never seen myself so prepared for anything. thanks to Him, He made things work.

- i have Get Crazy with Janie Wanie! it was cool.. although no one dared to give us a joke at the phone-in questions.

- tech director… basically in charged of all the music and sounds to be played with the CDS provided by the presenter themselves. One group, their cd failed to play with the booth player and with their own. I feel bad. They were disqualified and now, they’re blaming one of our production assistant for their misfortunes and that their cd player was broken, by our PA? no way!

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i lighted 10 candles because i feel sooooooo guilty and soooooooo bad for raising my voice, babaw. i shouldnt have done that. it ruined everything. cadeau was with tears and  i let my init ng ulo and take control of me. thanks to the 10 candles.

if only i could light with candles the railroads, i will.

failing. they are the very reason why we achieve. don’t push them away when they come, it will give way for something better. 

i am surprised with the comments. thanks. havent been checking friendster and i just read them… feels great!

_ janie wanie _

i am very much in the middle.

half of me says im happy, going back to my old self. after all the things that happened last week, there’s no way circumstances will give pain again.

half of me says im not, im still stranded to this thing i cant manage to come up with a well-crafted decision.

it really is funny to make mistakes, to cry because of simple things that make the happiest people on earth who they are, to miss what you have always dreamt of. but then, nobody can take away what is already yours. the process of learning how to achieve had always been the driving force behind me. since the day i have first painted my hands in the walls of my old school, i promised that i will make these hands known, maybe not around the world, but at least, around those i will be given a chance. it is coming true, it did came true, long ago. it’s a different story now, and the process gets better.

this is the first for the second. all the best.