beyond control
too busy.. the last time i wrote for this was a month ago, a lot already happened.
school. it was a roller coaster ride with all the new assignments and tasks i need to accomplish, midterms are over, and i hope to get positive result this week. we’ll start theatre production and i hope, i really really do hope that i do give justice to being a stage manager. then campus radio, ha, saya.. its cool, with all the pressure and its cold in the studio. ms pam asked me to facilitate a focus group discussion, ms cabailo asked me to join ec com.. mcrae asked me to be his assistant..
life, life itself. its been quite good, actually, very very good, janie learned this skill to smile even though its not worth smiling and to just shut up so as not to cause pain to others. one thing cool, i have learned to ignore rumors. yes, there are a lot of rumors lately. that me and a good friend are into a romantic thing.. funny how life can really get!
cadeau. my strength. would not last this long without cadeau.
im planning for a lot of things and i hope to accomplish them on time, its just that sometimes, there are things beyond human control and we have to let go because of that.
im all good. im fragile. but im happy. im hurting, so much, so much its already bleeding, but im happy.
