pilot

it’s nice to look back and realize that though a lot has happened, we remain to be on this planet, enjoying the fortune of making wrong things, hopefully, right.

today is my 6th day at work and fortunately, enjoying what i am currently doing. i should be thankful because at least, i get to exercise what i was trained to do.

we will go home earlier than expected.

i was telling myself yesterday how much ive changed and what it cost me. but maybe, the lessons of the past are enough not to regret on the things i lost. life is really some sort of exchange, kriss-kringle thing. you lose, win some.

this week was really a looking back phase.. as the thought of graduation is starting to really, really, TRULY SINK IN. i always get the feeling of fear about not being a student. i got so accustomed to that reality, being a student for the past 17 years in my 20 year life. i grew up a STUDENT. now, not being one kills me.

my tumbler looks at me and asks that whatever is inside it, be consumed.

my senses are coming back.. im writing again.